I’ve heard it said that guilt is a useless emotion. I disagree.
If I stub my toe, it hurts. That brings my attention to possible damage to my body. If it’s more than superficial damage the pain hangs around, reminding me to take it easy and allow it to heal. The same is true of a headache, which could be a symptom of tension, high blood pressure, or even a brain tumor. A headache that’s severe or doesn’t go away in a relatively short time is cause for further investigation. And so forth.
I think of guilt as another form of pain. Guilt reminds me that I’ve “stubbed my toe” spiritually. By some commission or omission I have failed to live up to an obligation, duty, or my own moral and ethical standards. Just as physical pain is a warning to look to the health of my body, so is guilt a warning about my behavior: something needs to be fixed, a duty discharged, amends made. Like pain, it remains until I do something to allow it to heal.
Shame, on the other hand, is without doubt undesirable. It’s a spiritual bruise, perhaps a scar. Rather than influencing us to right a wrong, shame tells us that we are a wrong. It causes us to behave unskillfully, as well. In a very real sense, we can say that guilt keeps us honest; shame keeps us dishonest, with ourselves and others. In attempting to make ourselves feel better, we may fail to react to the pain of guilt in useful ways. If we stuff the guilt, instead of fixing the problem, it is likely to turn into more shame.
I think it’s useful for our spiritual development and repair to keep this distinction firmly in mind. People like us addicts, who come from a place of shame, are likely to find it hard to react usefully to guilt, because we were taught to believe that guilt makes us less worthy. The reality is exactly the opposite. As we learn to admit our mistakes, wrongs, and other transgressions, we move farther from shame, collecting reasons to feel better about ourselves. In time, lesson builds on lesson, and we begin to think of ourselves as worthy, rather than “wrong.”
That’s far easier said than done, but it’s a path necessary to the self-esteem that we addicts crave.
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This is spot on, of course. In dealing with my own profound personal wounds, the message I got too often was simply this: Guilt says I’ve done something wrong, while shame says there’s something wrong with me. Too often that message was from the Church, and the message always seemed to be connected to some type of conditional behavior. While many so-called Christians said I needed to pray or read Scripture more, there was an equal number that said I needed to have a demon cast out. And of course, every pastor wanted to make know if I was tithing. It took a long time to get through that kind of deep-seated misleading theology.
All that aside, may I repost this on the Club East website?